Dear Someone Who Turned My Whole Life So Blue,

Hey. It's november 8th now. So what? Tomorrow will be my 17th birthday. But it won't be a perfect day. Why? Because there's no you anymore. Yup you just broke me up. Haha how dare you. It's just like last year. Oh, please. Don't make me hate this month. I just can't believe that it's so easy for you to let me go. Okay, it was my fault that made you hate me. I broke the promise. But i have a reason! You asked me to leave my best friend but you didn't tell me the reason why you asked me to do that. Don't you know? She's my best friend! She's always there everytime i need her. She's the one who'll lend her shoulder when i'm crying. And how about you? Where were you when i need you the most? Oh, you're so busy with your business. Haha damn you. Is it really your final decision, huh? Really? You wanna leave me after all the things we've done? If it's true then i'll hate you so much starting from now.