People I Love The Most In Senior High School

Peeps, kalian pasti punya kan sahabat atau temen deket di sma? yang bener bener kalian sayang dan tempat dimana kalian bisa mencurahkan isi hati kalian. Nah kali ini gue pengen ngasih tau tentang orang-orang yg keberadaannya penting bgt buat gue. Okay, here we go!

1. Angga Perdana (Apung aka Bolay)









Dia pacar gue tersayang hehe :p dia yang selalu ada buat gue. Dia juga yang selalu nyemangatin gue. Bahkan dia ada buat gue saat "insiden" itu. Gue kenal sama dia dari tahun 2008 tapi mulai deket itu tahun 2011. Gue jadian sama dia tanggal 20 november 2011. Dia senior gue, kelas 12sos3. Angga itu anaknya gak waras-__-v petakilan pula terus dangkal juga hahaha. Tapi ada satu hal yang jadi nilai plus buat dia. Dia jujur. Sebagai pacar, Angga itu orangnya kelewat perhatian dan bawel hehe tapi gue suka kok diperhatiin. Pas anniv 3 bulan kemarin dia ngasih gue anggrek putih yang gak lain dan gak bukan adalah bunga favorit gue :$ Dia juga suka ngirimin gue vn dengan suaranya yg pas pasan dan iringan gitarnya yang keren :) makin hari gue makin sayang sama dia. Udah sejak setahun yang lalu gue jadi pengagum rahasianya dia sejak jamannya dia masih sama mantannya dan gatau kenapa gue masih belum bisa percaya kalo sekarang dia jadi pacar gue. Semua berawal dari tanggal 6 november itu. gue dan dia yang sama sama punya kenangan buruk tentang mantan dan ingin menguburnya dalam dalam menjadi sebuah kenangan. yah mungkin kayak apa kata orang ya, kalo udah jodoh gabakal kemana :)


2. Dania Ghazlina (Danyi)



Pasti udah gak asing sama dia, Danyi sahabat gue dari kelas 10. Sekarang kita beda kelas. Gue di 11ipa1, dia di 11ipa3. Tapi gue tetep deket kok sama dia. Diantara gue sama anak anak, dia yg paling bijak dan sabar ngadepin kita semua. Danyi ini semenjak naik ke kelas 11 entah kenapa tambah tambah gak warasnya-_- jadi demen ngegombal. Siapapun dialusin, sampe tembok pun ikutan dialusin wkwk. Danyi selalu ada disaat gue butuh sama dia. Waktu gue disakitin sama mantan gue, dia yang paling marah. Dan sekarang dia bilang dia merestui hubungan gue sama Angga karna dia bilang Angga gak bakalan nyakitin gue kayak mantan gue :') Danyi itu orangnya sok sok an tegar tapi kalo lo tau dia luar dalem pasti lo ngerti deh, dia sebenernya cengeng :p namanya juga perempuan kan. Danyi itu selalu mengupayakan segalanya buat kita semua. Pokoknya cinta bgt deh sama Danyi <3


3. Farah Fairuz (Farah)



Bocah arab yang cantiknya gila gilaan ini sahabat gue dari kelas 10. Dia childish banget tapi asik diajak curhat karna masukannya itu bener bener enak didenger terus dia juga dewasa banget pas lagi ngasih saran. Mungkin orang ngira dia yang paling gampang nangis diantara gue dan sahabat gue tapi salah, dia orang paling jagger yang pernah gue kenal. Gue sayang banget sama dia udah kayak sama sodara sendiri. Dia juga orangnya gak sombong dan mau berteman sama siapa aja. Gue sering berantem sama dia tapi ujung ujungnya pasti baikan lagi. Oh iya kalo ada yang berpikiran dia jutek itu salah besar. Aslinya mah dia kagak bisa jutek wkwk tampangnya kocak kalo sifat childishnya udah mulai keluar. Di sekolah banyak banget yang suka sama dia tapi itu gak lantas bikin dia tebar pesona. Dia tetap seorang Farah Fairuz, cewek childish yang sebenernya bersifat dewasa :)


4. Syifa Asshofie (Cilay aka Sofi)



Cewek blasteran indo-jepang ini temen gue yang paling blangsek nan melow <3 dia pengikut setia gue hahaha. Dia yang paling klop sama gue. Asik banget diajak ngegalau, lu bakalan bener bener galau total deh kalo sama dia! Dia orangnya dangkal banget :_) tapi kalo dia udah sayang sama cowok pasti rasa sayang itu tulus. Gue kadang suka ikutan sedih kalo ada cowok yang nyakitin dia. Rasanya pengen gue tiban pake traktor tuh cowok. Oh iya si Cilay ini orangnya fotogenik loh terus diantara kita semua dia doang yang kalo pake seragam gayanya slengean-_- satu hal yang paling gue inget dia kagak demen pake baju jumat wkwk. Tapi gue tetep cinta kok, tetep sayang sama dia :* kalo misalkan lagi ada slek pasti dia yang paling diem eh terus tiba tiba mewek sambil minta maaf gidu. dia itu tipikal orang yang pengalah dan sabar banget soalnya gue pernah egois tuh marah sama dia padahal dia lg ada masalah terus akhirannya dia minta maaf sm gue dan jujur gue jadi ngerasa bersalah banget :( gue kalo curhat sama dia bener bener bebas sebebas bebasnya sampe sampe semua isi kebun binatang keluar kalo gue lagi emosi tapi dia gak pernah marah :')


5. Mahatir Muhammad (Mahatir aka Mahmud)



Cowok putih nan gaje ini sohib gue dari kelas 10. Tau semua cerita tentang gue dan siapa aja orang yang pernah gue suka wkwk. Gabisa main gitar tapi sok sokan nyanyi lagu "Sempurna" sambil main gitar-___- Dia ini orangnya menghormati cewek banget tapi tetep aje koplak. Tiap kali dia lagi suka sama cewek, dia pasti cerita sama gue. Terus dia juga suka ngasih solusi kalo gue lagi ada masalah. Menurut gosip yang beredar fansnya dia di sekolah cukup banyak loh haha :p Oh iya fyi dia ketua KIR di sekolah periode sekarang. Dulu waktu kelas 10 dia dikenal semua guru gara gara sering telat hahaha.


6. Alif Sepritama Zhikri (Cinko)



Gue sendiri gak ngerti kenapa masukin nama nih orang kesini wkwk-___-v cowok cina nan bule ini biasa dipanggil cinko (cina kota) tapi khusus gue manggil dia cina dusun hahaha. Dia ini homoannya angga, kidding :p Gue kenal dia juga baru baru ini kok, kelas 11 semester dua. Dulu gue kira dia cool eh ternyata aslinya koplak banget! Tukang ngebully orang. Yang paling sering jadi sasaran bullynya dia itu Danyi sama Cilay. Oh iya Cinko ini pacarnya sahabat gue dan dia sayang banget sama sahabat gue. Mudah mudahan mereka langgeng yaaa c: Hmm terus dia ini kalo diajakin curhat entah kenapa malah jadi dia sendiri yang kebawa suasana-____-" Cinko orangnya pinter. Dia jurusan ips tapi dia ngajarin gue kimia dan gue gak remed kimia gara gara dia! Sumpah itu aneh banget pemirsah.__.



Jadi mereka semua adalah orang orang yang amat sangat gue sayang di masa sma ini, mudah mudahan selamanya ya. Dan gue punya lagu khusus buat mereka.

Long Live by Taylor Swift

I still remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild

We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same

You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

I said, remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now

We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, this is absurd
'Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped-up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
While the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break or fall

And you take a moment
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
And I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders, one day we will be remembered

I love you guys, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever<3

I'll Love You For A Thousand More

This is the beginning of the story in 2012. Okay, here it goes.......

I never love someone because of his face, money or heart. I just love him without any reasons. You know exactly what i mean. I've known him from 2008. He had a girlfie at that time. No, i haven't fall in love w/ him. How come? I just knew him from social network! Then it was 2010 and i went to senior high school. Still not realize that he's my senior in high school until it's December 2010. My friend liked a senior in 12th grade. We always looked for that senior. Then it happened. My friend saw "him" was outside the school. For the first time i thought it was the senior whom my friend liked but the face's so familiar for me. So i went home and started to search the information abt him and it wasn't the senior whom my friend liked. It was the guy that i knew in 2008! Since that day i started to be his secret admirer. No, i didn't love him. I just adored him. I didn't get hurt when i saw him with his girlfie, just....wondered how lucky a girl who could be his girlfie. I always wanted to say "hi" to him but i couldn't do that. He's my senior and i'm not usual to say "hi" to my senior guy. Everytime he showed in timeline with his girlfie (i followed him on twitter and he followed me back) i always smiled. I thought "that girl must be so lucky to ve you as his girlfie" ya i knew that he's kind of caring person. If he loves a girl then he'll always loves her for the way she is.


One year later............


It was real! I wasn't wrong. Now he's my boyfie and i can feel that he loves me for no reason. He still loves me after everything which is bad happened and i feel so thankful about it. I swear, i'll make him happy like he already made me happy :)


"Dan kau masih tetap berada di sampingku seraya menggenggam tanganku, setia menemaniku disaat ku telah berubah menjadi yang terburuk....."


"A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more


I'LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE, ANGGA PERDANA<3


with thousand hugs and kisses,

dilla farah nugraha

20.11.2011 :)

Hey peeps! Hari ini tanggal 20.11.2011 and guess what! I'm not single anymore! ~('O'~)~('O')~(~'O')~ i ve a new boyfie. Well, let me ask you first. Do you still remember about my old post? About a guy who makes me fall in love? About a guy who made my birthday felt so special? Well, that guy is my boyfie now. His name's Angga Perdana. He's such a kind a guy even though he always talks less. But that's why i love him. He isn't such a guy who just can talk without prove it. He always proves what he says. I didn't realize that today he'll be my prince :p really, i'm happy now. He's the best thing that ever been mine. He knows what i want, he understands me, he never hurts a woman, he respects to me, he cares with me, he has a sweet smile that makes me crazier. He's my super mood booster. He's my beloved boyfie :)

My Shy Buffalo

Hey-ya peeps! Feel so great today except if i remember the assignments for holiday eerrr. Jadi gini ya gue mau cerita tentang seseorang yg akhir akhir ini mangkal di hidup gue. Mangkal, bahasanya freak bgt yak-___- hahaha pokoknya dia udh jd bagian penting di hidup gue. Pertama gue deket sama dia itu pas tanggal 6 November pas idul adha. Jadi tuh pagi-pagi gue ngetweet kalo gue udah sampe di sekolah. Dia nanya ada apaan di sekolah, gue jawab idul qurban rohis. Pokoknya gitu deh sampai akhirnya becanda-becandaan di twitter. Nah tiba tiba dia nongol di sekolah! Yaudah deh sapa-sapaan biasa deh yak. Lanjut terus itu mention-mentionan di twitter sampai akhirnya dia minta nomor gue terus kita smsan deh. Tanggal 9 November TEPAT JAM 00.00 DIA NGUCAPIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY KE GUE! Dia orang pertama yg ngucapin happy birthday :') Jujur gue seneng banget gak tau kenapa. Terus udah kan yak gue ke sekolah kayak biasa. Di sekolah gue dikerjain Bu Tita dan anak-anak ipa1. Itu kece bgt ya kejutannya B) Lanjut deh ya pas pulang sekolah lagi-lagi gue dikasih kejutan sama Syifa, Dania, Farah, Suci, Cindy. Sampai akhirnya gue pulang dengan rambut basah lepek dan seragam berlumuran cokelat. Nah pas udah di depan gerbang mau nyebrang, gue liat dia. Si Syifa langsung nyamperin dia dan MINTA TOLONG DIA SUPAYA NGANTERIN GUE! What the......gue cuma bisa kabur. Eh terus si Syifa blg ke gue kalo dia minta gue nungguin di halte sebrang. Yaudah deh yak gue sama anak-anak nyebrang. Tiba tiba dia nelpon nyuruh gue nungguin dia. Yaudah kita tunggu tuh ya. Akhirnya dia nongol dan nganterin gue balik :) Ahaha sumpah rasanya tuh gimana ya pas dibonceng dia. Yaudah lanjut ya hari hari berikutnya kita smsan terus tuh ya. Dan........PAS KAMIS DIA NGISENGIN GUE! Jadi tuh gue lagi mau naik ke tangga terus dia sengaja nginjek sepatu gue. Hampir aja jatuh-__--

Dia : Eh sori yak
Gue : *nengok dengan tampang masam* "Elo!"

Terus kita kejar kejaran sampe lantai dua. Sumpah itu udah kayak bocah! Yaudah lanjut ke Jumat deh ya. Gue smsan sama dia nih. Gue cerita tentang mantan gue. Nah dia nanya "lu pengen balikan? kenapa gak balikan aja?" Sumpah gue ngejleb dengernya-___- Padahal kan itu supaya mancing dia tapi kenapa malah gue yang kepancing. Yaudah deh tuh gue nangis gajelas gitu di kelas. Udah kan ya terus pas pulang sekolah gue di kantin, smsan lagi sama dia. Pokoknya smsnya tuh isinya dia lagi suka sama orang dan sumpah itu bikin gue ngedown banget. Gue NANGIS LAGI di kantin! Akhirnya gue balik kan ya. Pokoknya gue sama dia sama sama ngasih tau kalo kita lagi suka sama orang. Dia pelit banget ngasih tau ciri ceweknya itu. Pokoknya ciri-cirinya yang dia sebutin kalo gak salah kelas 11, gajelas single atau gak, jarang ngobrol dan smsan sama dia, gak pernah dianterin pulang sama dia. Makin ngedown kan gue. Sampai akhirnya.....................DIA BILANG KE GUE KALO DIA SUKA SAMA GUE :'D Hehe gue spontan yang tadinya lagi tidur tiduran langsung bangun. Yaudah lanjut deh ya. Hari Sabtu ada 38 cup. Nah dia nganterin gue kesana dan ternyata 38 cupnya batal== mana sepi bgt lagi tempatnya. Dia ngobrol bareng temen temennya. Ada anak kelas 11nya juga sih tapi gue berasa kacang bgt. Gue kan bete ya. Terus dia sms nawarin dianter pulang. Yaudah deh gue balik tuh dengan tampang bete tapi seneng juga sih :p Akhirnya kan nyampe rumah gue, dia ngedadahin gue gitu hehe. Pokoknya gitu deh. Makin kesini kita makin deket, cuma kita gak mau jadian dulu. Kita gak mau buru-buru terus entar akhirannya malah gak langgeng. Biarkan semua berjalan apa adanya :) Semalem dia bikin gue nge-fly tinggi banget dan untungnya gak dijatuhin. Yah, gue cuma bisa bilang kalo gue sayang sama dia. He's my shy buffalo <3

With much loves and happiness,

Dilla Farah Nugraha


Beautiful Eyes by Taylor Swift

Your beautiful eyes
stare right into my eyes
and sometimes
i think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are
I wanna be where

You're here
Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

I wake up, I'm alive
in only a little while, I cry
'Cause you're my lullaby
So baby come hold me tight
'cause I, I
I wanna be everything you need
I wanna be where

You're here
Your eyes are looking into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm looking through your
I'm looking through your eyes

Just as long as your mine
I'll be your everything tonight.
Let me love you
kiss you
baby let me miss you
Let me see your
Dream about
Dream about
Dream about your eyes
Eyes, eyes, eyes
Beautiful eyes

Dear Someone Who Breaks My Heart Over and Over Again,

Do you still remember when you dumped me like a trash? Do you still remember when you broke my heart at that time? Do you still remember when you asked me to ve a new boyfie? Do you still remember when you told me that you don't love me anymore? Do you still remember when you ignored me? Do you still remember when you broke me up? Do you still remember when you told me that you ve another crush? Do you still remember when you didn't pick up your phone when i called you? Do you still remember when you didn't reply my messages when i was begging for your love? DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE MOMENTS? WHEN I GOT HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Yeah, i think you still remember those moments. I bet you won't forget those moments. They will always haunt you. Why am i so sure? BECAUSE THREE DAYS AGO YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU CAN'T MOVE ON! AND TWO DAYS AGO YOU JUDGE ME THAT I'M SO EASY TO FORGET YOU. Why you always do this to me? Break my heart over and over again. Make me cry all the night. You don't even care if four days later will be my birthday. What do you want from me? Do you want to put all of my dreams, so you're the only thing on my mind? Who are you? KING? JUDGE? MY BOYFRIEND? GOD? I told you one thing, when i fall for you it doesn't mean that you can break my heart everytime you want to. For all the guys i've ever known, you're THE ONLY ONE who acted like a jerk to me! You told me that you're in a process to love me like in the past. Do i need that? NO! Why? BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU JUST WANNA GIVE ME A FAKE HOPE! You just wanna revenge, break my heart, and make me cry like usual. My happiness is just your nightmare. AM I RIGHT?!


With pain and sadness,

Dilla Farah Nugraha


"Til I Forget About You" by Big Time Rush

Get a call on a random afternoon
I pick it up and I see that it's you
Like my heart, you were breaking the news, you say
It's over, it's over, it's over

Heading out, cause your not on my mind
All my friends are gonna see me tonight
Staying here until the sun starts the rise,
and I'm, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna...

Dance hard, laugh more, turn the music up now
Party like a rockstar! Can I get a what now?
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to
'til I forget about...

Jump up, fall down, gotta play it loud now
Don't care, my head's spinning all around now
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to...
'til I forget about you!

'til I forget about you!

And you thought, I'd be here on my own
Waiting for you to knock on my door
Since you left I don't wait by the phone
I'm moving, I'm moving, I'm moving
Found a place where I can lose myself
And just leave your memory on the shelf
See I'm fine, no I don't need nobody else
Cause I'm, I'm going, I'm going, I'm going...

Dance hard, laugh more, turn the music up now
Party like a rockstar! Can I get a what now?
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to
'til I forget about...
Jump up, fall down, gotta play it loud now
Don't care, my head's spinning all around now
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to...
'Til I forget about you!

Spending money like you don't mean a thing
Going crazy, now don't even think
I'm losing my mind, It's all I can do
'til I forget about you

Dance hard, laugh more, turn the music up now
Party like a rockstar! Can I get a what now?
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to
'til I forget about...

Jump up, fall down, gotta play it loud now
Don't care, my head's spinning all around now
I swear I'll do, anything that I have to...
'til I forget about you! (you)

'til I forget about you
'til I forget about you
'til I FORGET ABOUT YOU!

He Is My Sweetest Memory

Selesai bukan berarti tamat. Putus bukan berarti harus bermusuhan. Selalu aja terngiang kalimat itu di benak saya. Ya, saya mungkin sudah tidak berpacaran lagi dengannya tapi saya berani sumpah rasa sayang ini masih ada. Tapi itu bukan berarti saya menyesal atas segala keputusan. Saya tidak ingin menyesali yang telah terjadi. Biarlah hal itu terjadi, kita tinggal memperbaikinya. Saya sendiri pun jujur tidak tau bagaimana akan menyelesaikan masalah ini. Dimulai dari menata hati, memperbaiki hubungan pertemanan dan sebagainya. Kini dia dan saya hanyalah sebatas senior dan junior. Saya tau itu. Saya sangat mengerti akan hal itu. Tapi, itu bukan berarti saya tidak punya kesempatan kedua kan? Tuhan bersama saya. Insya Allah kalo berjodoh pasti dipertemukan kembali. Saya hanya ingin berusaha. Hati saya tidak fleksibel. Saya tidak mudah menyukai seseorang. Saya bersyukur karena akhirnya saya dapat menangis lepas hari ini. Kini waktunya bagi saya untuk bangkit. Mengapa saya tidak mencoba dari sekarang untuk mencoba menjalin kasih kembali? Ada 3 alasan :

1. Dia tengah menjalani pertandingan yang serius dan saya tidak ingin mengganggunya
2. Saya sedang mencoba untuk jadi yang lebih baik sebelum akhirnya memutuskan untuk kembali padanya
3. Saya tidak ingin melihatnya sakit hati

Terkadang saya khawatir bahwa keberadaan saya hanya membuat dia sedih. Saya akui saya bukanlah makhluk sempurna. Saya sering membuatnya susah. Saya ini ibaratkan bocah yang begitu merepotkan. Saya ingin menjadi gadis dewasa dahulu sebelum akhirnya menampakkan diri saya di depannya. Saya tidak ingin mengecewakannya lagi.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

Ada 2 buah lagu yang saya ingin persembahkan untuknya

The Reason by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Even though i'm not yours anymore, my heart always belongs to you. You're the sweetest memory in my life. Thank you for made my life brighter. I love you most, CA<3

When Your Boyfriend Doesn't Love You Anymore...

"Maaf aku gak bisa menyayangimu lagi"

"Kenapa? Apakah ada gadis lain?"

"Ya"

"Siapa gadis itu?"

"Dia...teman lesku. Berbicara dengannya membuat hatiku nyaman"

"Apa maksudmu?"

"Aku ingin putus"

"Gak! Aku gak mau putus! Bukankah kau telah berjanji akan menjagaku?"

"Ya tapi aku sudah tidak menyayangimu lagi"

"Tolong beri waktu hingga natal. Setelah itu kamu boleh memutuskanku. Jika tidak.....jika tidak.....aku akan mati.............."

Kalimat percakapan itu gue baca kemarin di sebuah buku yang gue beli. Miris banget ya. Rasanya seperti bukan pacaran. Rasanya seperti cinta yg bertepuk sebelah tangan. Rasanya seperti untaian benang yang kusut. Tak bisa diperbaiki lagi, Bagaimana rasanya jika lo akhirnya mendapatkan kenyataan bahwa pasangan lo udah gak sayang lagi sama lo? Apa yang bakalan lo lakuin? Nangis? Nangis emang kerjaan kita para cewek, tapi itu sama sekali gak menyelesaikan masalah. Mengemis cinta? Kalo gue ada di posisi tokoh di buku tersebut mungkin gue juga bakalan bertindak seperti itu.

Mencintaimu tak lebih dari mengagumi mawar berduri. Durimu yang menusuk hati seakan tak izinkan aku untuk menjangkau hatimu, memeluk jiwamu. Andaikata aku harus mengiba, pasti akan kulakukan. Tak peduli hatiku akan terkoyak oleh durimu yang sangat menyakitkan. Bagimu cinta hanya sekedar perasaan, bagiku cinta adalah ikatan dan pengorbanan.

Jangan pernah mencoba memasuki kehidupan seseorang bila kau hanya menyakiti hatinya


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