12.02.11 :)

12.02.11 I won't forget abt this day! Today was a fairytale! Hahaha hari ini gue sama senior-senior kelas 11 dan 12 ngisi acara as a vocal group di acara seminar GS. Kita disuruh dateng jam 8 terus kita latian. Abis itu yang tampil pertama itu kakak kelas 11 terus gue sama Nisa itu tampil jam duaan kalo gak salah. Kita berdua duet nyanyi lagu "Tuhan, Terima Kasih." Gak tau deh bagus atau gak itu duetnya :p Pokoknya gue sama Nisa seneng banget hari ini. Kita tadi ngobrol-ngobrol seru banget di angkot hahaha. Makasih ya buat kakak kelas 11nya dan makasih juga buat Kak Agung dan Kak Irfan yang udah ngiringin vocal group pakai gitar :) Permainan gitarnya keren \m/ Know what the best part is? I finally talked to the senior that i like! Haha Thank God it's Saturday! :D


Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift

Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn't say half the things I wanted to

Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy, you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I got some things to say to you
I've seen it all, so I thought
But I never seen nobody shine the way you do

The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving?
I think you and I should stay the same

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me
Why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now, so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine

Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well, they're beautiful
But would they write a song for you?

I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

If you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

Myself
Can't help myself
I can't help myself

PORCELAIN FACE? Well, it's me!

Peeps, pernah gak dikatain jutek sama temen-temen lo? Atau lo emang si miss jutek di sekolah lo? Well, itu yang sedang gue alamin. Banyak orang beranggapan bahwa gue orangnya jutek banget. Sering sinis sama orang dst dst. Sebenarnya gue gak jutek,tapi gue adalah contoh manusia yang bermuka datar tanpa ekspresi -__- gue sendiri kadang gak nyadar kalo gue suka ngeliat orang dengan tatapan sinis. Hmm dan satu hal yang mesti lo tau, terkadang gue bersikap sinis atau pasang tampang jutek untuk menutupi kenyataan bahwa gue lagi salting. Yup, i always show my porcelain face without smile in front of my senior that i like. But you know, actually i really wanna smile at him but i can't. It's hard for me to make a smile which is pure from my heart. Kenapa ya susah banget bagi gue untuk sekadar tersenyum tulus? Padahal senyum itu punya banyak manfaat kan? Nah, gue adalah tipe orang yang gak gampang senyum. Sekalinya senyum yang keluar malah senyum sinis .__.v Err i really dunno what to do! I just wanna lose my porcelain face and replace it with a friendly face. Can i? Well, at last but not least i wanna show you Taylor Swift's song, Speak Now. This is Dania and Farah's fave one :p


Speak Now by Taylor Swift

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil
occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,

I sneak in and see your friends,
And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel,
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid,
Somewhere back inside a room,
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry,
This is surely not what you thought it would be,
I lose myself in a daydream,
Where I stand and say:

"Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,"
And they said, "Speak now,"

Fun gestures are exchanged,
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march,
And I am hiding in the curtains,
It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be,
She floats down the isle like a pageant queen,
But I know you wish it was me,
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
Your time is running out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

I hear the preacher say,
"Speak now or forever hold your peace,"
There's a silence, there's my last chance,
I stand up with shaking hands,
All eyes on me,
Horrified looks from everyone in the room,
But I'm only lookin' at you,

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil
occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,

So don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

And you say,
"Let's run away now,
I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the back door,
Baby, I didn't say my vows,
So glad you were around when they said, "Speak now,"

Dear Someone Who Make Me Cry

Today is the worst day ever! Something happened and it made me cry. I just can't stop crying. Someone gave me the biggest pain. Someone hurt me so bad.


Dear John by Taylor Swift


Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's just me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known


What if i change 19 to be 15? Because i'm 15. And the title of this song is "Dear John." What if i change it into your name, SENIOR?