PORCELAIN FACE? Well, it's me!

Peeps, pernah gak dikatain jutek sama temen-temen lo? Atau lo emang si miss jutek di sekolah lo? Well, itu yang sedang gue alamin. Banyak orang beranggapan bahwa gue orangnya jutek banget. Sering sinis sama orang dst dst. Sebenarnya gue gak jutek,tapi gue adalah contoh manusia yang bermuka datar tanpa ekspresi -__- gue sendiri kadang gak nyadar kalo gue suka ngeliat orang dengan tatapan sinis. Hmm dan satu hal yang mesti lo tau, terkadang gue bersikap sinis atau pasang tampang jutek untuk menutupi kenyataan bahwa gue lagi salting. Yup, i always show my porcelain face without smile in front of my senior that i like. But you know, actually i really wanna smile at him but i can't. It's hard for me to make a smile which is pure from my heart. Kenapa ya susah banget bagi gue untuk sekadar tersenyum tulus? Padahal senyum itu punya banyak manfaat kan? Nah, gue adalah tipe orang yang gak gampang senyum. Sekalinya senyum yang keluar malah senyum sinis .__.v Err i really dunno what to do! I just wanna lose my porcelain face and replace it with a friendly face. Can i? Well, at last but not least i wanna show you Taylor Swift's song, Speak Now. This is Dania and Farah's fave one :p


Speak Now by Taylor Swift

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil
occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,

I sneak in and see your friends,
And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel,
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid,
Somewhere back inside a room,
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry,
This is surely not what you thought it would be,
I lose myself in a daydream,
Where I stand and say:

"Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,"
And they said, "Speak now,"

Fun gestures are exchanged,
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march,
And I am hiding in the curtains,
It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be,
She floats down the isle like a pageant queen,
But I know you wish it was me,
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

Don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
Your time is running out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

I hear the preacher say,
"Speak now or forever hold your peace,"
There's a silence, there's my last chance,
I stand up with shaking hands,
All eyes on me,
Horrified looks from everyone in the room,
But I'm only lookin' at you,

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil
occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,

So don't say yes, run away now,
I'll meet you when you're out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don't wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, "Speak now,"

And you say,
"Let's run away now,
I'll meet you when I'm out of my tux at the back door,
Baby, I didn't say my vows,
So glad you were around when they said, "Speak now,"